well, it looks like i'll be going to montreal, for better or for worse. it's funny; i thought that once i'd made some sort of decsion then all this stress and anxiety would go away, but it seems only to be getting worse. now that i know i am (probably...) going, i am starting to look at the logistics, costs and bureaucracy that will be involved. yuck.

but i suppose once school begins, once i have a place to live, once i can actually live in the present again then i will (hopefully?) calm back down. (although that implies that i have some semblance of calm to return to...)

oh woe.

on that note, anybody else up for a move across the country?